i feel so blur with my future...though i hv chosen to study medicine...bt feel like it is impossible for me to achieve this big aim...feel like so helpless...wat to do nw...2 months passed...bt i stil nt in the correct condition..i shudnt b like this anymore..if nt...this big aim will surely fail!
actually.....i feel like pushing myself to the "hell"!a place that i feel so helpless....a place that will show my weakness..thats y i think my big aim is so impossible to achieve! i m good in maths and physic...but i choose biology...haha...so ridiculous..!mayb its bcz i duno wat cn i do with maths n physic..i dun like engineering....oso dun like accountant and so on....so..i choose to b a doctor...sumting....i m more interested with...
sumtimes when heard abt seniors changed their course frm mbbs to pharmacy o dentistry...i feel so scare....will i b like them in future?wasted my time n money...caused my parents dissapointed with me...haiz... dun dare to think abt that....
